New Beginnings?

I’ve been pondering…

I’ve been thinking on a decision for a little bit now that I wanted to pose to my readers. The older I get and the more I try to learn about myself, the more I reflect on the things in my life. One of the big things that keeps a lot of my mind and attention is this very blog. Or more importantly, blogging and my life in general.

I’ve come to the realization a few month ago that I didn’t want to work anymore. Not traditionally. I no longer wanted to have to take orders from someone else for hours, days, weeks on end. It was one of the biggest reasons I couldn’t join the military (other than my general dislike for militaries in the first place).

While I respect authority, I have never done well living under another’s rule. I don’t like being told what to do. It started with my dad when I was living at home. He’s the big figure head in the household. He made the rules. And when I finally started thinking for myself and becoming more independent, we started fighting a lot more. Butting heads like rams on a cliff face. Once I moved out, things were great again. This continued with bosses that I’ve had in different jobs. The only times I didn’t have this problem was when my work was dictated by myself. Whenever I was in complete control of my workflow and how things got done.

While I know that I can’t just quit my job and start living my life as a blogger right away, I can start. I can start to truly make a name for myself. And it starts off small. Like any big dream, you have to plant the seed and nourish it till it grows big and strong. Manifesting into what you’d always imagined.

That’s where this post comes in. I’ve been thinking about starting a whole new blog. A bright new beginning. I want it connected to an Etsy shop that I’m planning on opening, as well as another online store for my photography products that I would like to start selling. I’ve already got the name picked out and a logo in the final drafting phase.

I’m thinking of a fresh start. A clean slate. Rainbow MoonChylde will always be my heart and soul. This is where all these dreams first manifested. This is where I’ve told countless stories about my life, the good and the bad. But I feel like I’ve been outgrowing her.

I’ve got a bit of time off work coming up very soon that I plan on spending a lot of indoors and working on getting things up and running. I’ll be spending a bit less time here on RMC but I’ll still be here. This will become more of a personal blog, showing updates on my life and on the new blog once it’s up and running. In time, I’ll transition fully to the new space, having a space just for my personal life as well.

I really hope that all of my current readers here on RMC will continue with me to the new site, but I understand if I lose a few. Part of the sacrifice I’ll be making to kick start my dream into a reality. I want all of you to know that it means a lot to me that you’ve been with me through my ups and downs. And I can’t wait to show you the new place. ^_^

Cheers!✌

Dance Your Heart Out

Going for a walk is incredibly healthy.

Happy Earth Day!!

Earth day, to me, is much like Valentine’s day

Tumblr Tuesdays – New Segment?

Early Tuesday morning

It’s sooo early… Well, not anymore, but when I woke up at 4am this morning, on my only day off this week, that’s exactly what I was thinking. Once I actually dragged myself out of bed and got some food and almond milk into me though, things were grand and I could start thinking about all I could do today. The best way to look at waking up stupid early is to see it as having more time in the day. Along with getting some house chores done and exploring some new parks later on when the sun comes out, I thought I’d try out a new segment idea I’ve had churning in my head for about a week now.

Syringes in My Pocket?

Two days behind, but better late then never, right? Haha In all honestly, I’m just behind, totally behind. I don’t really have anything solid for the news post today either 😦 I’m lame. I’m trying, I really am I swear! I’ve just been way behind this week. My kitchen is a disaster as well.

Sigh

But hey, how about an update on my week, and a little bit of news to make up for my lack of posts? Just catch two birds with one net? (Because killing birds with stones is mean)

On Sunday, Desirae moved most of her things out of my house. It was a stressful hour with her in my house because she was just so cold and rude the whole time. But it needed to be done. She left her baby stuff for her Aunt to pick up, which got taken care of yesterday (Saturday). So we officially have our spare room back. It’s fantastic. Though we potentially may have another friend of mine moving in sometime in the next month or so, to help out with the bills. Since Ryan’s accident, I’ve been the only one working, and it has not been easy managing all our bills on just my paycheck alone. So having a roommate who ACTUALLY pays the bills will be quite the help. But Ryan and I still need to discuss it and come to a decision. We did JUST get our space back haha

Monday started the first day that we have a college student job shadowing at our clinic. He’ll be there Mondays and Saturdays for the entire summer. So far, I’ve done a  lot to help him out and show him the ropes around the job. It’s been pretty fun. On the flip side of it, he helps out the one doctor we have that no one likes to help haha So it’s been quite the relief for everyone. He’s a really nice guy, really cares for the animals. It’s pretty cool. We’re also getting a new doctor to replace the one who just left. That new doctor should be starting on the 17th. Everyone’s excited to meet him and see how he fits in.

Tuesday I watched a new (to me) movie that I absolutely fell in love with and completely recommend.

Wonderful movie, click the image to see the trailer and official website

The rest of the week was nothing too crazy. Work mostly, which has been slow as far as business so we’ve spent a lot of time doing not much of anything. My job is so rough… haha

But then there’s days like this when a bunch of little puppies come in and it makes the terrible days at work bearable

Not to mention, all the days I come home and find that I’ve brought work home with me. Syringes or needles in my scrub top pockets. Happens all the time haha

Well that’s about all I have to report. As far as news, I don’t really have much to offer this week. Monday was the 63rd Anniversary of the Korean War. So that’s something. But otherwise, I haven’t been on top of the news this week like I should have been. But I’m sure I’ll get better, and soon this blog will be everything I envision it to be. So until next time 🙂

 

Just a simple girl, in a simple life, with extraordinary dreams :3 ✌